When I think I'm abandoned...
  That nobody cares...
  and perhaps even God up 
  above is not there....
  to see what I am feeling
  SO TOTALLY LOST...
      I'll  REMEMBER YOUR PAIN
  as YOU HUNG ON THE CROSS
  crying out "OH MY GOD.....
   why have You FORSAKEN ME"
  then I'll know YOU'RE AWARE
  of these EMOTIONS in me!
   
  When I feel too confused
  to make sense of life's stress
  I'll recall You are watching
  and YOU SEE what's BEST
   for my future....
  You KNOW what is RIGHT
   and YOUR PLAN
   WILL work out
    for my GOOD
  and I'M SAFE.....in YOUR HANDS!
   
  When I'm feeling discouraged
          uptight, or depressed...
  I'll remember 
    You're FAITHFUL, &
        You hear each request
        that I make when I pray
  then....I'll just TRUST and REST
       reassured You're in CHARGE
            as I face every test!
   
  
  LORD, I THANK YOU FOR SUFFERING
  TO SAVE ME FROM SINS
  AND FOR FEELING EMOTIONS...
  THAT ARE DEEP DOWN WITHIN
  EVERY HUMAN ALIVE - - - -
  yes, YOU FELT THE DEEP PAIN
  OF ABANDONMENT, CRUELTY,
  AND REJECTION OF MEN
  saying:
  "FATHER, FORGIVE THEM
  FOR THEY DON'T UNDERSTAND...
  what they're doing"....to ME...
  is a part of YOUR PLAN!"
  FOR THE WHOLE WORLD TO SEE
  THAT I DO UNDERSTAND...!